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the guy for whom i did all this left me in my worst phase , abuse me tortured me instead of realising that i am in this positions because of his constant nagging. he was so selfish that he choose career over my health and slammed me with dejection and low self esteem. he said i am worth nothng and i dont deserve him.This all made my condition even worse. Fighting wd bad health and abuse lead to my misery. The regret of joining gym for a guy who was selfish and self centered always. Failing to realise that selfish people exist and you cant be blindly be doing things for oders. Now the late realisation and my bad health and betrayl all has attcaked me at once I am suffering from self image issues, low weight , insomnia, trsuting issues. I cant even face people my self confidence and esteem is killed alread by my boyfried. If i dont stop stressing i might soon be doomed.i am living just for my parents sake . I dont want to be a par of selfish world. I feel hopless and low on confidence. I had to leave my job and also when i had a dream job awaiting for me i cudnt take it cause of my health and mental condition. From being to a very hapy person i have turned into A SADIST. I dont know how long i will survive . I want to for my parents bt its getting diff now . 4 months i have gone to every possible doc dermat nothng helps. I am cluded wd negativity and the thoughts of my boyfriend is too painful. 2b1af7f3a8